Monday, December 31, 2007
7:37 PM


whenever i'm at this house, i feel...
feel... feel very unwelcome...
well... when i mention this house, it does not mean my house...

i mean this is not the first time obviously...
but... i mean who can get use to such things???

this time, it started with 'ehh... why is wendy here?'
later it went on to 'you are so lame', 'what are you doing?' and etc etc...
well... and basically they do not talk to me...

i felt very very stupid...
i mean what can i do?

luckily, for me i'm only staying for a day...

that teaches me a lesson, which is refuse the invitation next time to come...

AND, it make me realise that they are really those 'you qian ren jia'
i mean, they completely dunno what is courtesy
i mean, even if you dun want me here, i am still your guest...
so just keep quiet???

and its like you all dun care abt others feelings...
well... if you dunno, i'm telling you right now that it is hurtful...

well... i mean no one has ever say that straight in my face ' why are you here'
it sounds like i'm not suppose to be there or that i'm in the wrong place'
it even sounds like i delibrately spoil your plan, wadeva that is...

yeaah... next time, i'll go other places to stay over,
i mean at least i think other ppl noe how to treat their guest(s) with respect...

everytime i go there, i will feel very zi bei one...
but one live for themselves... so i should not care about what they say about me...
but sounds very 'bu yao lian'...

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02 January 2008

the first day of school...
saw xuanying....

den i nv call her baobao... lol...
this is like my first time calling her xuanying...
haha...
anyway, she have a lot to learn in our school...
haha

ALL THE BEST TO YOU!!!

haha...
den i have not finish my homework...
so today need to chiong...
tmr lessons all need to hand in a lot of work one...
sian...

quite scary.... sec 4 life...

2 prelims... one in july... guess the other in august or september den got o's in oct?
den our lessons all pack with stuff...
and the level camp is like...
very very killing...
its like forcing you to study for very long...

SIANZZZ....
very very sian...
den new classroom...
on first floor... haha...
good in the sense that when very hungry, the canteen is not far away... lol...

speaking of classrooms, baobao's is opp mine... haha...

but very sian... cos stupid mrs leong change our seats...
why cant we sit how we sat last yr???
i dun wanna sit in front and in the middle somemore...

in the past is i see everyone iin front of me...
now is ppl see me in front of them...
den i very not use to it...

AND the most important thing is, i'm sitting beside the... the... shit i forgot his name...
er.... oh! jiajin...
sian man... dun wan sit with him leh...
i dun think he's fun or like guai...
he is oso not the extreme kinda person...
boring~~

ARGH!!! wish that mrs leong WILL change the seats again...

haha... and class chairman is weizheng!!!
haha... will have a good laugh....
first day he suan me le...
say he see ghost... tell rj to rebond as well... den he can see 2 ghost...
so evil...

and we everyday need to see mrs leong... cos she's our em and am 'cher...
sian!!! i wan mr leong...
mrs leong lesson very 哄人入睡。
mr leong lessons, everyone is hype up...

sian!!!


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Wendy Ong
xingnan [XNPS]
1E, 2E, 3H, 4H, 5C, 6C
commonwealth [CWSS]
1/4, 2/4, 3/1, 4/1
15.12.1992
and i'm A LITTLE CRAZY...just a little bit

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this is wendy... u r now searching thru my life...

A girl and a boy were on a motorcycle, speeding through the night. They loved each other a lot..

Girl: "slow down a little.. I'm scared.."
Boy: "No, it's so fun.."
Girl: "please..it's so scary.."
Boy: "Then say that you love me.."
Girl: "Fine..I love you..can you slow down now?"
Boy: "Give me a big hug.." The girl gave him a big hug.
Girl: "Now can you slow down?"
Boy: "Can you take off my helmet and put it on? It's uncomfortable and its bothering me while i drive."
The next day, there was a story in the newspaper. A motorcycle had crashed into a building because its brakes were broken.
There were two people on the motorcycle, of which one died, and the other had survived......
The guy knew that the brakes were broken. He didn't want to let the girl know, because he knew that the girl would have gotten scared.
Instead, he was told the last time that she loved him, got a hug from her, put his helmet on her so that she can live, and died himself...
Once in awhile, Right in the middle of an ordinary life, Love gives us a fairy tale.

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