Friday, November 23, 2007
10:31 PM


BOOHOOHOOHOOHOOOOO0000ooooo~~~~

u going to batam
u going to thailand...

i'm going to singapore...
how fun is that???

i gave up going to taiwan in the end, hoping to go somewhere this yr with u guys on plane
cos i nv sat on one before...

yet u all went to all these places that i didnt even noe you're going...

wadeva...
just that it is making me emo all over again...

from S.H.E:
'我不想我不想不想长大
长大后世界就没有花
我不想我不想不想长大
我宁愿永远又笨又傻'

how true is this going to continue...

it really sings out my feelings right now...

how i wish i wont grow up...
rather than grow up, i'd rather be stupid and idiotic forever...

haha...

anyway, i going to bbq tmr...
think its gonna be fun...

so...
wish u guys bon voyage den...
so sad...
like noone likes me...
i just have this feeling tat u didnt bring me w/ u
and oso didnt ask whether i wanna go or not
is related to $$$...

like... i no money..
so i cant go???

whatever...
think so much for wad???
it does not change the fact that they are going and i'm not...

how i wish i've agreed to go taiwan...

its like u all say tat go w/ band not good, go with u guys
den ltr say tat the timing u all go might clash w/ my o's
den ltr say i will still need a lot of money...

APPARENTLY, u all just wan me to stay at home right???
first persuade me to go by asking me to go w/ u
den ltr tell me all negative stuff abt going with u

I JUST WANT TO ASK
WTH ARE U THINKING???

stop all this guessing games...
i noe i'm childish, but not childish until i will play all this stuff...

sometimes it shocks me how a family is so particular abt THEIR OWN MONEY...
like sometimes, its alright to give money to others
but other times, yar... u still need to return money...

like...
a jobless sister's oversea trip coming out from her own pocket...
the other sisters will just LOAN you the money...

it came quite as a shock to me...

maybe i'll get use to it...

MAYBE...
perhaps?

lol...
how i wish i can cry now
how i wish i will nv grow up
how i wish u can all care abt me...

sometimes, just sometimes, i wonder...
if i'm other family kids,
perhaps u will treat me better???

cos i feel that u treat other ppl sister better than ur own sis...

HAHAHA...

whatever...
15yrs...(good time for a reminder... 21 more days)
yar...
15 yrs here...
i should have learnt sth...

i dunno what to think right now...
right now, i just wish i had memory loss...

how i wish my head can hurt until i cant think or remember anything anymore...
how i wish i can be a coward and hide...

but why they prefer other????

ALRIGHT!!! I SHOULD STOP THINKING ALL THIS STUFF RIGHT NOW...
so what shld i think???
BBQ!!!

but it has not start yet... haha...

let me have sweet dreams tonight....
i'm anti....


Where is my star? I miss you. I wish to cry...





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Wendy Ong
xingnan [XNPS]
1E, 2E, 3H, 4H, 5C, 6C
commonwealth [CWSS]
1/4, 2/4, 3/1, 4/1
15.12.1992
and i'm A LITTLE CRAZY...just a little bit

Story
this is wendy... u r now searching thru my life...

A girl and a boy were on a motorcycle, speeding through the night. They loved each other a lot..

Girl: "slow down a little.. I'm scared.."
Boy: "No, it's so fun.."
Girl: "please..it's so scary.."
Boy: "Then say that you love me.."
Girl: "Fine..I love you..can you slow down now?"
Boy: "Give me a big hug.." The girl gave him a big hug.
Girl: "Now can you slow down?"
Boy: "Can you take off my helmet and put it on? It's uncomfortable and its bothering me while i drive."
The next day, there was a story in the newspaper. A motorcycle had crashed into a building because its brakes were broken.
There were two people on the motorcycle, of which one died, and the other had survived......
The guy knew that the brakes were broken. He didn't want to let the girl know, because he knew that the girl would have gotten scared.
Instead, he was told the last time that she loved him, got a hug from her, put his helmet on her so that she can live, and died himself...
Once in awhile, Right in the middle of an ordinary life, Love gives us a fairy tale.

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