Sunday, September 24, 2006
9:43 PM

erm... to repay cyndy, this blog oso for her...

firstly, i tot of deleting those posts... but seems lyk u finish reading them le... so nvm...
secondly, i link u le... wan tell u... but ur blog lyk.........
...nth?
thirdly, erm... think mus say it once n for all...
so, those who are not involve get out... lol... i dun really mean it la...
u wan see see lo...



ok... perhaps i still young... issit sth to be happy abt? mus see which age u toking first...
to those who celebrate children day ( i din mean to sound so bad) , cherish ur moments now... cos when u r a teenage, u noe more things...

theres a saying which is sth lyk "e more u dunno, e safer u r"
well, i think tat is lyk so true...

haha...

being a teenage is not very good...
have to cope w/ o level, stress etc etc...

so perhaps cyndy, u are right...
e sad thing for me is, i noe u r right...
i mean its diff for someone to admit oneis wrong...
maybe, tat person (me) noes deep down in their heart, they r wrong...
but just say tat they r selfish...
they needed someone to blame... and they blame it on someone else...

e things i noe:
1) i noe wad all of u r doing is gd for me...

well tat sums it up right?
it just reminded me of jays new album- yi ran fan te xi (still fantasy (if i'm not wrong))
theres one song inside which i lyk
is called ting ma ma de hua...
translate- listen to ur mummy
well e lyrics is saying sth lyk at young he hav to learn a lot while other kids play
he say when he is a grown up, everyone listen to his songs, everyone read wad he wrote...
so, mus listen to mummy, dun let her be hurt...

haha...
mayb tats wad u all are doing...
groom to be a someone?

mayb...

BUT, in e process, my mind began to think on its own...
it have its own thinking...
u might do things tat piss it off,
but deep down, it still noe u r right...
but its sth...
let say... when u r pissed, u oso wan to have someone who u can vent ur anger right??
its lyk everyone wan to be a perfect person... they noe it
yet y cant they?
its because of their personalities... they noe its right...
but if they become wad THEY THINK is a perfect person,
their life will be miserable as they have to keep up wif their performance...
cos theri personalities is totally diff...
do u understand wad i'm toking?
cos sometimes oni a few people (i can even count them on a hand) really understand me
while other cannopt even understand a word of it..

lol...

so basically, wad i'm getting across to u
is tat i noe wad is right for me to do,
noe wad is right to be ur 'perfect sis' 'perfect daughter'
but... my personality keep me this way....
i mean wad can we do?
N if i really become a perfect human being, will u all still recognise me?
would u still feel lyk u known me for 13 yrs???

and when god create things, there is two opp end...

ying yang
evil good
black white
big small........... etc etc...

so if this world is a perfect world, will such thing as happiness be around?
i mean it would not be so interesting den...

so i think this whole blog is just a junk-ie

cos i think wad i tok is perhaps to u is just senseless theories...
but wad i say may not really be wad i am really feeling...

still think this blog is a junk...
Where is my star? I miss you. I wish to cry...




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Wendy Ong
xingnan [XNPS]
1E, 2E, 3H, 4H, 5C, 6C
commonwealth [CWSS]
1/4, 2/4, 3/1, 4/1
15.12.1992
and i'm A LITTLE CRAZY...just a little bit

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this is wendy... u r now searching thru my life...

A girl and a boy were on a motorcycle, speeding through the night. They loved each other a lot..

Girl: "slow down a little.. I'm scared.."
Boy: "No, it's so fun.."
Girl: "please..it's so scary.."
Boy: "Then say that you love me.."
Girl: "Fine..I love you..can you slow down now?"
Boy: "Give me a big hug.." The girl gave him a big hug.
Girl: "Now can you slow down?"
Boy: "Can you take off my helmet and put it on? It's uncomfortable and its bothering me while i drive."
The next day, there was a story in the newspaper. A motorcycle had crashed into a building because its brakes were broken.
There were two people on the motorcycle, of which one died, and the other had survived......
The guy knew that the brakes were broken. He didn't want to let the girl know, because he knew that the girl would have gotten scared.
Instead, he was told the last time that she loved him, got a hug from her, put his helmet on her so that she can live, and died himself...
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